i'm doing a lot better, thanks to some great friends, thanks to some family, thanks to some meds, and finding a good psychiatrist and less expensive therapist.
my life still feels a lot like a roller-coaster but the plunges aren't getting as deep. yesterday i was on the bumpiest section in a while, it sucked. lots of things kept not going my way but i didn't let it get me down as much, and a good sleep helps. I have a positive outlook on life today, past couple of weeks I've grown to notice that i should be confident in all the good that i do, for the sake of it being good. I now have more confidence in my writing and more even in my photos.